Life has a tendency of taking over and making you forget about painful memories. Times where you felt your whole world was ending, but I sit and think of you now and still get a pit in my stomach. I have so many good memories with you. I grew into who I am today because of you. We loved so hard even when we weren’t together you protected me and went to the depths of h3ll for me. I miss you endlessly. Can’t wait to see you smile again ruski, love you for beyond a lifetime.